Monday, October 12, 2026

Shield or Shelter


Who would you give up your shield to shelter? 

Strange question right, then let me put it this way, who would you give your umbrella to? 

It may seem like there are no parallels between these two questions, but if you think about it, the context is the same. In both questions there are 2 obvious facts, the first is that you are protected and the second is that someone else is not. Whether that protection is emotional or physical is irrelevant the correlation is the choice to sacrifice. 

If you're a good parent then I am sure you just said, without hesitation, your child or children. If you have a close friend, you may have said your friend. But how about a stranger? Would you give your umbrella in the midst of a heavy downpour to a stranger who has none? 

Keep in mind, I am not judging, just asking.

I ask this question because it was the question I asked myself this morning, I'm honestly not sure why it came to mind, it just did. The funny thing is, I already know my answer, I would give up my umbrella to anyone who needed it. Not because I am kind, or good, or even a Christian, my motives are more complex than that. 

I would give up my umbrella because I believe it is better to give than to receive, because it makes me happy to quietly do the unexpected. But mostly, I would give up my umbrella because I know what it's like to walk in the rain hoping for the sun. 

Though my motives maybe idealistic or childish, depending on how you look at it. Imagine for a moment that I gave my umbrella unknowingly to someone weathering a storm far beyond my imagination. Who knows the impact that small act might have on that person in the midst of their storm. I'd like to think that my choice to shelter rather than shield would give them that moment of peace they so desperately need as they wait for the sun.

Still, that might just be wishful thinking on my part. But as I said before, no judgement, just asking. 

May you always find shelter when you need it, have a wonderful day world. 

D.V.
10.12.2026

Sunday, October 11, 2026

Such a beautiful song

Have you ever heard a song that toughed your heart?

I recently came across a song that was released 7 years ago that did just that. Though there is a language barrier, it spoke directly to my heart. So, I wanted to say out loud to the writers and singers of this beautiful song, you have left an indelible mark on this old woman. 

Thank you BTS for sharing your beautiful song Mikrokosmos with the world.

D.V.

Unlock

Tell the truth right from the start,
not before things fall apart.

Share your fears without the lies,
all you keep behind your eyes.

Where you've failed and every wish,
your misfortunes and your bliss.

Tell it all so they will see,
who you are and hope to be.

Seek the courage to be true,
find the heart to see it through.

Break the wall down day by day,
some will go and some will stay.

Know the truth won't always set you free,
and what is meant to be, is meant to be, 
but you are the keeper of the key.

K.E.C
aka Deo Volente
10.11.2026

Saturday, October 3, 2026

Restoration

Refine slowly
Reinforce carefully
Restore beautifully

D.V.
10.03.2026

Friday, October 2, 2026

don't be afraid to ask

Here the question why is absolute, because without it you may never find what exists beyond it. 

K.E.C.
9.29.2026

Racing thoughts

Neither alive nor dead, 
I am lost in my head.

Trapped among the trees, 
nestled in the weeds.

On a path of earth and rain, 
revisited again and again.

Inside the fog, beneath the sea, 
caught up in their whispered plea. 

I am drifting, shifting.
sands of time, sifting.

I am the pull of the current, 
the cold of the snow.

I am neither where I've been, 
or where I want to go.

A complicated reflection
of this woman that I see, 
welcome to the quiet storm of me.

K.E.C
aka Deo Volente
10.02.2026

Saturday, September 19, 2026

Love without perfection

Sweet soft reminders of before, 
then comes more...
A rush of emotions blind unseen,
moments surely in-between.
Hearts could beat as one, 
righting every wrong. 
More than then, more than now, 
more than weary question how. 
But can old turn to new, 
and slowly pull them through?

Beyond the weight of six lost years, 
shattered in the wake of fears.
Tears that added two, 
nothing left to do.
What foolish words made bitter still, 
found life by way of heart and will. 
No reason to refrain, 
two hearts in love remain.

Dishonest in their hopeful ache, 
childlike in each found mistake.
More than that and this, 
two hearts, one bucket list.
She is milk and he is wine, 
they are surely by design. 
A perfectly imperfect pair,  
where will they go from here?

Sweet soft reminders of before, 
beyond the threshold of that door.
A broken typewriter key, 
the symbol of what could be.
Awake in stride of eight long years,
as truth of love with voice appears.
This day that woke two hearts, 
no longer worlds apart.
Here, is where they start...
one masterful work of art.

K.E.C
aka Deo Volente
9.13.2026